Interpretation of “Street flower” by Maria Spanou or Giorgos Rous
For today’s entry in the series I have picked Street flower. It is a love song written and originally performed by Giorgos Rous (Γιώργος Ρους). It was then remixed by Maria Spanou (Μαρία Σπανού), who gave it a slower pace and a stronger sense of brokenheartedness. Here is the version that Maria performs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztYW6hKNecs.
And here is the original, which is more upbeat, performed by Giorgos Rous himself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFSc7x91EWU. Perhaps it has that superficiality of exuberance because men tend to express their grief through heightened energy. This is how they can be destructive because they are not in control of their emotions. Though when that pain is channelled into creativity, when the man does not give in to the lust for mayhem, it provides the power impulse for cultural realisation and the clarity that is necessary for greatness.
I prefer Maria’s version because her emotional touch, which communicates sadness, is closer in spirit to the lyrics. Though I recognise that she works with the outstanding contribution of Giorgos. This is the beauty of art, after all, but also the diversity of humankind at-large: nobody owns inspiration, nobody owns expression.
Below are the lyrics, my translation of them, and further comments on what I make of this song.
Λουλούδι του δρόμου
Ερμηνεία: Μαρία Σπανού (Γιώργος Ρους)
Στίχοι: Γιώργος Ρους
Μουσική: Γιώργος Ρους
Βρεγμένα χαρτιά και λόγια πνιγμένα
Μέσα στου έρωτα τον μαύρο βυθό
Και λέω πως δεν γράφτηκαν για'μένα
Για να μπορέσω να περάσω κι αυτό
Που όσα με νοιάζουν
Σε σένα όλα μοιάζουν
Κι είναι επικίνδυνο να τ'αρνηθώ
Να κάνω ξανά πως δε σε θέλω
Να αποφασίσω να ντυθώ και να βγω
Να μην πιστεύω πως πονάει η αγάπη
Τώρα είμαι μέσα στη νύχτα
Στη μέση του κόσμου σαν λουλούδι ανθισμένο
Πονάει η αγάπη κι αυτό είναι κάτι
Παρηγοριά κι ελπίδα να περιμένω
Κι έτσι είμαι μέσα στη νύχτα
Λουλούδι του δρόμου από εσένα κομμένο
Πονάει η αγάπη κι αυτό είναι κάτι
Παρηγοριά κι ελπίδα να περιμένω
Σαν λουλούδι ανθισμένο
Για άλλη αγάπη κομμένο
Αθόρυβα όμως νικάει ο χρόνος
Κι είναι επικίνδυνο να μείνω εδώ
Το σπίτι μου τώρα είναι ο δρόμος
Για να μπορέσω να περάσω κι αυτό
Που όσα με ρίχνουν
Εσένα όλα δείχνουν
Κι είναι ανώφελο να το αρνηθώ
Θα κάνω λοιπόν πως δε σε θέλω
Και θ'αποφασίσω να ξεχάσω κι αυτό
Που είπες μια νύχτα πως πονάει η αγάπη
Street flower
Singer: Maria Spanou (Giorgos Rous)
Lyrics: Giorgos Rous
Music: Giorgos Rous
Soaked papers and drowned words
Within infatuation's black depth
And I say they were not written for me
To be able to overcome this as well
That everything I care about
They all look like you
And it is dangerous for me to deny it
And I pretend again to not want you
To decide to dress and go out
To not believe that love hurts
Now I am in the night
In the middle of the world like blooming flower
Love hurts and this is something
Comfort and hope to wait
And thus I am in the night
Street flower picked up by you
Love hurts and this is something
Comfort and hope to wait
Like blooming flower
Picked up for another love
Silently though time wins
And it is dangerous to stay here
My house now is the road
To be able to overcome this as well
That everything which throws me
All point towards you
And it is useless to deny it
I shall pretend then not to want you
And I will decided to forget this too
That you said one night that love hurts
The song starts with the image of notes that are soaked in tears. This makes it a description of what likely was a specific experience of the songmaker or a generalisation that captures the truth of many such moments. The poetic “I” has put to paper thoughts that were troublesome and emotionally charged. In so doing they have released the pain. They have broken free from the obsessive side of infatuation.
This process is painful in itself because it constitutes a rapture. One part of the self is severed and effectively left to wither away, which is what the titular street flower may represent: the innocence of affection that is uprooted, cast aside, and thus consigned to a swift death.
In the first stanza we learn how the poetic first person thinks that those words that were written in tears were not about them. Though this is admittedly a coping mechanism. An innocuous lie to distract from the truth that those words were specifically about their author.
Creativity is an effective way to deal with challenges. It takes an emotion, such as grief, extracts from it its energy to use it as a resource and nullifies the parts that can be harmful. This is true for every propensity that could cause damage, such as anger and frustration. Though it also extends to what people consider positive feelings like admiration and affection.
There are no purely positive or purely negative feelings. Each is both positive and negative. What matters is the degree to which it is expressed and the conditions in which it is made manifest. Anger can be liberating when it engenders the violence that destroys a corrupting influence. Love can be degenerative when it leads to the kind of unconditional support that welcomes the wolf into the flock or, more commonly, when it raises a child to become a spoiled and entitled piece of shit.
The creative mind essentially is the body’s harness. It functions as a transformer of emotions into deeds with a longer-term outlook, which in their finest form are magna opera. It is how, for example, pain stops being painful while remaining there as pain. These are the mechanics at play in the backdrop of the Street flower.
When faced with a blank canvas, those who create in earnest will see their self reflected in their art. Write a journal and hold nothing back: you will not be able to hide anymore. Speak through colours, melodies, dance motions and you will learn to be truthful. This is the artist’s world. It is a feedback loop between their inner state and the works they have put out there. It culminates in the discovery of the self through successive reinventions of the self.
By contrast, the technically minded person is not trained to be honest about their own condition. They are a sharp tool that is perfected for an external application. Internally though they have a lot to learn. To put it schematically, they know how to do a PhD but not how to live. Their mental state is governed by hesitation, perhaps fear, in actually figuring out who they are. In order to not enter the liminality of this world, the space where one learns to be content with who they are, they fall back to being pedantic. They will search for technicalities and definitions, which are assurances of false certitude, just so they do not proceed.
The most creative mind, then, is the one that is both technical in its application and expressive in its constitution. It is the mind that creates entire world of inexhaustible meaning.
Back to the lyrics of Street flower, it speaks of creating the make-belief that love does not hurt, but also of pretending that the poetic “I” does not actually fancy the poetic “you”. The song suggests that this is a fool’s errand. Denying the reality of the feelings does not take them away. It is more reliable to admit what has transpired and treat all the thoughts for what they are. Thus the person may move on to the next stage of their life.
Moving on is not easy because it is akin to homelessness. There is radical uncertainty of what comes next and where to go. It is unknown whether another love will be found and it also is unclear whether that will last or be yet one more injurious experience. We do not have the luxury to remain indecisive and to stand still because time does not wait for us.
Turning the page and then proceeding through action is a form of creativity as well. It accepts the indeterminacy of the situation, the absence of closure, and sets the conditions for something new to take form. This is how there even is a street flower to begin with: it can thrive on a tiny patch of soil that accumulated at the edge of the asphalt. Such is its resilience and want for expression.